I really need to learn how to go to bed on time...

Awake. Again. I should be sleeping. Or at least trying too. I blame the weather and its sinus inducing fail at life.

So, I still haven't told my parents. I am kicking myself. Hard. But I just can never speak. That's the thing I am worst at. I physically can't speak. It's horrible. But I WILL tell them at some point. It's really getting ridiculous.

This will be a short entry. So I leave you with a question:

Why aren't guys smarter? Its really not that hard to show the tiniest inkling that you like a girl. Not that hard. I mean if I can give an inkling to guys then guys should have no problem. And if they know you like them, and you know they like you, why can't they just ask you out? Esp. when they know they have three days to possibly see you until no one knows when.

you don't really have to answer that. Maybe I'll pray about boy issues too. It could help with some pretty amazing research...;D

Night! <3

PS you can check this website out: www.loveyourflawz.com

I'll Follow The Sun

Well, let's see. I've been praying. I was thinking about looking at other job possibilities my major can lead too. I haven't really found many other than a vet tech but that's what I could be doing now. So that's a bummer. There really isn't that much info on other small animal jobs that don't deal with vet work. Most other jobs would need a behavior major. I could switch my major if I decided to go that route. I'm now starting to think I should talk to my parents about this whole thing first though. As a way of motivation I am going to make a list of things I need to accomplish. I'll have the list at the bottom of the entry.

I've been reading the third Eragon book. I started today and didn't get too far. I got into it but then I'd realize I read a page but it never registered so i had to re-read. highly annoying. So to help with that I enlisted the help of my trusty ipod. Playlist of choice: Beatles playlist. Usually that's reserved for Harry Potter but the Eragon books are really long [700+ pages] and I hadn't listened to them in way too long.

Christa Black's blog made me cry tonight. I want to give her the biggest hug in the world. She's so amazing. <3

Jeanine won SYTYCD [So You Think You Can Dance]. She's awesome, but I wanted Evan to win. He got third though, not too bad. I hate when this show ends though. When this show ends, back to school prep time begins. i.e.--> sleeping schedule on time, packing [or thinking about it anyway...], "When do you go back to school???" questions from the old ladies at church, and all this loan/finacial aid talk, etc. The only thing I don't mind as much this year is that SYTYCD is moving to a fall season spot. Therefore 2 seasons in a row this year. Plus Glee, Fringe, and House all returning. Tv is so good in the fall. :D PLUS!!! I have NO night classes this semester!! Well besides Chorus. That means I'll miss House, but that's what the internet is for.

I'm currently missing JB on Conan. It's apparently epic. I never catch them on these late shows though. Again, internet.

One thing that's really bugging me right now:
My work papers. I have no idea when my on campus job in the animal lab papers came last year, but they came around this time. I haven't gotten them yet so I'm freaking out a little bit. Maybe they weren't sent yet. Maybe they were. I'll end up asking a fellow lab-mate if they got their's sometime next week if it doesn't come soon. =\

Thought that just occurred to me:
I should probably talk to my advisor about this whole major thing. One problem. She's the WORST advisor ever. And I can't switch advisors. DelVal doesn't roll that way. Yay. So you might think "she can't be THAT bad." But she is. Her office hours are only on days she teaches, she's hardly ever there anyway, and they cut into her class time. You have to camp out in front of her office practically to see her. And email...yeah okay. email her and maybe, if you're lucky, a week later you'll get a response. A WEEK. At the earliest. Goodness forbid your dying and are relying on her to come deliver the one thing that would save your life. You'd be better off calling the pizza guy. He'd get there in 30 minutes or less.

As you can see from my rambling, I'm tired. So I should be in bed right now. But I'm not. That ends next week though.

The List:

1. Talk about my major with my parents.
2. Finish Brisingr [Eragon Book #3]
3. Sleeping schedule in check. [wake up at 8 am and sometimes 6 am. go to bed at 11:30 at the latest.]
4. Research jobs linked with my major and explore other majors. I have a year to declare. yay.
   
5. Finish catching up on Christa Black's blog.
   
6. Try my best not to stress out about life.
   
7. Learn to parallel park. Then maybe get my license????? ;D
8. Pray
9. Read the Bible. All at once. not parts here and there. The whole thing like any other book. Highlighter included. IDEA!! I'll have a special section for my Bible adventures.
   

Night!! <3

Christa Black Is My Hero.

Title says it all. <3

Not much really happened today. I went to this music class that our one church runs for toddlers at Opportunity House in Reading. The kids were cute. We made our weekly library trip. I very narrowly escaped these crazy people I knew from high school. Thank goodness for hair cuts!! Cayla is sleeping over at her friends house. Her friends mom is the church organist. Therefore Leigh and I got to stay for a bit and swim! :D

Leigh's been a bugger all night. But then again, she usually is. But let's just say I am never leaving the room with my computer unsupervised. Ever.Again.

So I'm going to pray. A lot. About tons of stuff. More than I do everyday. I'm kind of excited :D
I'm a nerdy church girl. What do you expect? ;D

Current song I'm listening to: God Loves Ugly - Jordin Sparks [BUT written by Christa Black ;D]

Night!! <3

Sweet Caroline♫♪

I should probably be in bed. But I'm not. Instead I am on facebook/blogging/listening to Sweet Caroline [Jonas cover version] on repeat.

Sad news:
I have to get a new camera. My amazing camera that I love way too much for my own good is broken. T_T. I have no clue how it happened either. It was in its case. How does a screen break when its protected?? This camera is only a year old too. It survived my exchange trip to Germany last summer for crying out loud!!! How does it break in its case, in my purse??? I can still take pics with it but I can't see a thing.

Also. The weather = death to my nose/eyes.

28 days of summer left. Too soon. Boo.

I still haven't received my job packet for this year...it's making me nervous.

I have no idea if my tuition check was recieved by my college yet b/c my dad doesn't do stuff until the week before its due and the company sends the money their directly.

I'm starting to second guess the whole vet thing. You're supposed to picture yourself in your job right? I can't do that as a vet. It's strange. This all started from a thought I had the other day. I've always just assumed I'd be a vet. Never gave anything else a thought. I want to talk about it with my parents but everywhere I go they are always gushing about how I'm going to be a vet. It's getting a little crazy. Plus, there's another problem with all this. If I don't become a vet...then what the heck am I supposed to do?

Happy news:
Ummmmmmmm, Target and Five Below just opened 10 minutes from my house instead of 25 minutes away.

I got to see HP again yesterday. :D

Sweet Caroline is freaking amazing. therefore I feel amazing just be listening to it.

I think Joe is kinda replacing Kevin's place due to the whole engagement. Not really complaining. Just a bit weird.

So overall today was like the weather...crappy with a little bit of sun between the storms.

It's way past when I should have been in bed. Sorry for ranting and stuff.

Night! <3