Lookin' Like A Fool With Your Pants On The Ground

I don't watch American Idol anymore, but the Pants On The Ground guy wins at life. I guess he's the new "You Are My Brother! Now And Forever!!!" guy.

Song Of The Day: Now Comes The Night - Rob Thomas :)

My final list of colleges for German:
-Millersville
-Temple
-Lebanon Valley College ( I keep calling it Lehigh Valley College.)
(PS it's 11:11 at the moment.)

Anyways, I just don't know what to do. No matter how many times I try to relax/listen to the 2010 Speech by Nick Jonas/think clearly, I just end up feeling restless about this whole decision. I've been praying. Everyone in my family has a different opinion for me. Ugh. I dunno. I feel so afraid of choosing the wrong thing. But at the same time I'm not happy at DelVal. If it wasn't for the lab I'd so be outta there pretty much. But becoming a german teacher just doesn't seem to fit either. And I've tried to think of some other option but german and animals are my talents. I've got nothing else that produces an income. It's frustrating. I just don't know what to do. Rawr.

My speech class is stressing me out too. No matter how much I tell myself that I can do speeches just fine and it'll be over soon and its easy, I still feel sick to my stomach when I think of making speeches. I already have to give one on Tuesday. About me. :(

And then there's the whole guy thing. Geez. Leigh wants me to make my move. I don't think I'm ready for a relationship because my life is a mess. I keep telling myself that it'll happen when it's supposed to. Still makes me feel kinda restless though. Like I'm just waiting for something. Some big epiphany to solve my life's issues. It's unsettling. I'm even having some insomnia. It's nuts. Like right now. I'm exhausted but I can't sleep to save my life.

AH. Sorry. Like I said I'm exhausted so I ramble. Goodness.
Despite that whole happy fest up there^^^ I did have an AMAZING day today :)

My family and my Aunt and Uncle visited my Aunt Diane and Uncle Larry. Technically they are my great aunt and uncle because my Aunt Diane is my Grammy's sister but my family doesn't care about correctness as far as labels go. We simplify. Haha. But anyways, the last time we visited them was four years ago so it was really awesome. The whole time everyone was laughing. They told funny stories about the dumb things my dad and uncle did as kids at Uncle Larry's sammich shop. There was also a lot of Marie bashing. So funny!! xDD
We ordered pizza for lunch and had Aunt Diane's weird cake. She can't really bake or cook whatsoever so the center of the cake deflated while the edges were puffed up. So to make it look normal she piled tons of icing in the center!! xDDD It was good cake though. Weird. But good. I missed Aunt Diane and Uncle Larry. <3>

The 15th was my mom's birthday/my parent's anniversary. My sisters slept over at friends' houses. So My mom, dad and I went to Zerns, the Coventry mall, and to Friendly's for ice cream. My dad almost fell out of the booth. As in off the bench onto the floor. For no apparent reason. Hilarious.

Quote of the day:
"Slut pig whore" - DOUBLE QUOTE!! Marie originally called her daughter this after she broke up with the bf Marie liked to go out with some other guy. Aunt Diane felt the need to re-tell this story and quoted her. We laughed for 10 minutes straight.

Let's see...I think that's it for now. Tomorrow's Sunday. I wish we were going to Bethany for church instead of St. Mark's. Oh well. :/

Lots of Love <3333333333333

Tell Me That You'll Stay <3

Song Of The Day: Whoever She Is - The Maine :D

DECISIONS.
So. I have decided about 85% that I am going to transfer to another college to major in German with either a minor or double major in another subject. Tomorrow I am visiting my high school german teacher after school ends to ask some questions since I'm home for the weekend.
Here is my final list of schools to look at:
Elizabethtown
Immaculata
Lock Haven
Millersville
West Chester
Lebanon Valley College
Lehigh University
Bloomsburg
:)

First day of Classes:

1. Statistics for Science - Prof.: Imad Benjilloun. Sounds like Borat. I cna use my graphing calculator and the tests/quizzes/homework is going to be easy!! YAY FOR A'S!!! :D
2. Intro to Fine Arts: Boring. I know everything. Dr. Tokar already hates me for some reason. It's weird. :(
3. Modern History of Western Societies: Prof. Su - AMAZING. He's asian and adorably nerdy. His class is also supposed to be from a different perspective than the sugar coated high school history. He also said he's not good at math. "No stereotype here."
4. Speech: Prof. Ziemer is awesome. speeches are easy enough styles with topics that we choose. Still. Speeches=death. xP

So that's it for today's classes.

Funfact: When you cry, if the first tear falls from your left eye, its sad crying. If its from the right eye, its happy crying.

Quote of the Day: "Never lie, steal, cheat, or drink. But if you must lie, lie in the arms of the one you love. If you must steal, steal away from bad company. If you must cheat, cheat death. And if you must drink, drink in the moments that take your breath away." -Will Smith in Hitch :) <3

Lots of Love!!!! <333333333333

It's A Small World After All.

Regular Update :)

Song of the Day: Stay - NJ&TA, funfact: they recorded this song in the studio today. *excited*


Well, my future plans are changing. Kind of. Still not sure.
My supervisor at work who is involved in tons of stuff and has better grades than I do (like mostly A's some B's)and also did well on the VCAT (Vet. College Admissions Test) didn't get into any vet schools. She applied to 8.
That only further convinces me that the probability for me getting into a vet school isn't as awesome as I need it to be. *stressful* Consequently I've been thinking about my back up options:
-Vet Tech. - I can do that job now though.
-Lab Tech. - I would have to go for another 4 years at drexel for their program. But I'm not sure that I want to be running tests and euthanizing thousands of animals for the rest of my life.
-Some other job in the Bio Medical Field. Not fun.

So seeing as I most likely will not be able to make it I have started thinking about changing my plan. Talents that I am good at and can use to get a job: German. That's all. Main job for that major: Teacher. Me handling high schoolers?? Yeah...no.
Other options: translator, business, etc. Maybe. But it does seem that I keep finding myself in situations which make me use my German. Maybe it's a sign? I dunno. All I know is that if I can't become a vet I won't be happy. I'm not really even happy here at DelVal. But German always makes me happy. So we'll see. So far I have found 6 colleges that I could consider that have a German major:

1. Franklin & Marshall
2. Lehigh University
3. Lehigh Valley College
4. Indiana University of PA
5. Lafayette College
6. Bloomsburg University (my bff Rocio goes here)

Other more awkward news:
My roomie used to date a guy who if bff's with a guy I know.
Convo went somewhat like this:
Her: I hate Valentine's Day. It never works out for me.
Me: Yeah. Same here.
Her: Do you remember [insert guy's name here] from wyo?
Me: Yes. YES. I know him!
Her: ??!?!?!!? Really?
Me: Yes! I am friends with his bff [insert guy I am friends with here]!!
Her: WOW.
Me: Yeah.
Her: Well I dated [insert first guy's name here]. He dumped me a few days before Valentine's Day.
Me: Oh. *awkward*
Her: Yep. *awkward*
Both: hehehe...
Me: Small world huh?
Her: Yeah. I'm surprised you know him.
Me: Yeah they went to my one church.
Her: They might have mentioned that before.
etc.
So yeah. Loads of awkward. What makes it more awkward??
That guy that I'm friends with? He's that guy I talked about a few blogs ago. That one from church that my sister keeps trying to set me up with. The one I kinda like because he is the kind of guy I am looking for. The one that I am pretty sure just sees me as Chris the Pastor's daughter. Yup. Awkward.

FUNNY(No offense intended. This just made me laugh out loud.) : Is Nickelback The Worst Band Ever?
Quote of the Day: "Hikin it up.." -@thisisjoej Yeah I couldn't think of a better quote. And Joe Jonas has a twitter now. So there you go.

Lots of Love <3333333

2010 Year Of No Fear

Concert Update!! Yay!! :)
So I'm going to write this in the same format as I did for the world tour/vacation back in July.

Saturday:
Wake up
Get ready for Natalie's
Leigh straightens my hair
I eat bagel bites <3>
Got to Natalie's
Sims 3 - Freaka Nature. ;)
Subway: Subway buddies! xDD Creeper.
Guy who made our sammich laughed the entire time.
HCC <33333333>
Walked back
Got ready for the concert
Left for the concert
I was in charge of directions, Natalie was in charge of music (JB and HS), Nat's mom was the driver.
Arrived at concert.
69th Street. Hard to find, easy to see.
TOWER THEATER!!! HEY!!! :DDD
Teenies. Everywhere. GAH.
*shout*HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!...etc.*end shout* - Tower Theater Employee
Waiting. 10 yr. old girl with a Fred shirt. O_O
Tall people sit in front of us.
Diane Birch - okay. Very Kate Voegele meets contemporary Christian band.
More waiting.
Teenies stand up and scream cause they think Nick is coming out. He doesn't.
Lights dim. Music stops. Nick comes out. Horrible lighting for pictures.
Rose Garden.
Other songs that I don't know yet cause his cd isn't out.
Cover songs: Fireflies/Use Somebody/Catch Me/Before The Storm <3
Alien story. John Fields believes Nick. I guess I do too.
Nick impersonates fans. Too funny xDD Youtube it :)
Black Keys/ALBL/2010 speech. I adore this speech. I love the others too but this one's my favorite. "...2010, Year of No Fear...I believe in YOU. Thank you for believing in me...etc." Absolutely the thing I need to hear to start off this year. <3
Stay: Nick turns around and unbuttons his shirt. *teenie attack* he turns back around. under shirt. Then removes button down shirt. *teenie attack* he smirks. he knows why we scream. Stupid smirking tease. :P
Nick gets the brilliant idea to pull 3 people from the crowd to sing on stage with him.
Suddenly teenies are mobbing the stage. Where is security??? 3 minutes later than they should have been. Geez.
Nick escapes. The Administration evacuates the stage.
Crowd control.
Concert resumes. Normal fans such as Natalie and I feel highly embarrassed.
Who I Am <3>
Bows. Stupid teenie won't put down her sign so she blocks the bows from my camera. xP
Concert over. *sadpanda*
Merch!! I bought a blinky light :) Nat got the program. :)
FREEZING COLD WALK BACK TO THE CAR. FREEZING.
Resume roles from the way to the concert.
Sleepover begins.

Sunday Morning: (starting when we got home from the concert which was around 1 am.)
Smoothies.
Fruit + dip.
Laughing at the horror Kevin would be in if he was there. ;)
Youtube fun time.
More smoothies.
Concert pics. :DDDDDD *relives concert picture by picture*
Other awesome stuff we do during sleepovers. Duh.
BAM! 8 am what???
Sleepy time!!
10 am - alarm goes off. We sleep some more anyway.
11 am - mom calls. She's picking me up 30 minutes earlier than expected. *RAWR*
Get dressed and all that jazz, see 11:11 :D
Wake up Natalie
Eat the breakfast of champions: Chex Mix.
Mom comes. I leave. *sadpanda*
And so begins the horrible portion of my day that was the WORST post-concert depression. ever. Not fun.

End concert/sleepover update.

I posted my pics and videos on facebook. Youtube is failing so only 2 of my 5 videos uploaded.

Lots of Love <333333333333333333333

PS I believe in YOU too <33

"I Know Who This Song's About"

Song Of The Day: Tie between Rose Garden - NJ&TA and Jessie's Girl - Rick Springfield. Rose Garden was stuck in my head since the 9th but then earlier today my mom was blasting Rick Springfield so now Jessie's Girl is stuck in my head. It's just fantastic. :|

Anyway, let's see. Last Thursday and Friday I went out to my Pap-Pap's house and babysat the kittens while my parents and Uncle & Aunt went out running errands dealing with paperwork. Oh and on Thursday I watched The Night At The Museum: Battle Of The Smithsonian three times in a row at my Pap-Pap's house. There was literally nothing else to do. But I adore that movie so it's all good! :)

Saturday-Sunday morning was just epic. Epic wins at life and some epic fails at life. I'll update all about it later. There's just too much to put here. :D

Sunday afternoon was horrible. I was exhausted from Saturday/Sunday morning, I was hungry, and I was suffering from the worst post-concert depression I have ever experienced in my life. It was just horrid.

Today was much better. I went out shopping with my mom for college supplies like paper towels and plastic ware. Fun times. I also uploaded my concert pics. I was uploading my last video on facebook but it just went from having 20 minutes left to over an hour so I am just gonna upload it later. Youtube has been ridiculous all day just like facebook so they won't be up on youtube until I find the time. My family and I visited the kittens for a bit to check up on them and such. I took more pictures. Tomorrow Lily and Mia go to my cousin Lynn's house permanently. Sally still needs a place. My Uncle is going to bring down the other kittens so I'll have to post pics of them too. ;)

Tomorrow.Is.Going.To.Suck. I have to go back to college. I am in no way prepared. I have not begun to pack. I mind is not ready to handle school work. I am not ready to go back to work either. Thank goodness I only have 2 days of classes. Although I only ever have 3 days anyway since I worked my schedule out like that. (SIDE NOTE: the time is 11:11 right now. Make a wish <3)>

Otherwise 2010 has been way better than 2009. Despite school, I have a bunch of fun things that hopefully will play out like I want them too. Mostly concerts but yeah. Music is life. This year is gonna be awesome. It's got no choice. :D

Quote of the Day: "When you want something you've never had, you have to do something you've never done. Because if you always do what you did, you'll always get what you got." -No idea who said that but I love it <3333

Lots of love <3333333333333333333